Tom:
I don’t understand what you mean by stating that your “engineering knowledge cannot really handle some complex problems”. You tell us you have training in Chemical Engineering, process Automation with knowledge on the uses of some application such as Hysys, Caeser II, PDMS, etc. – so to my way of thinking, you have the proper and required basic tools to take on a process design challenge. You may lack the hands-on experience as well as the opportunities, but you should have the basic tools in your hip pocket and be able to confront a Unit Operation design problem.
Of course, if you are a recent graduate (little or no experience) then you are going through the usual and conventional “maturing” pains that we all have had to go through – here, I refer to those of us in our senior years. A lack of mentorship may also contribute to your confidence level. This, today, is a grave problem in my opinion but something that we may have to live with or adapt to. In my junior years I enjoyed and profited from the mentors that I had. I can only recommend that you persevere and continue in perfecting your knowledge and experience, jumping at every opportunity to confront a new challenge.
Paul Horth has made a clear and concise listing of different objectives you should always keep in back of your mind. As he infers these are subject to different applications and under different scopes of work. The meaning of such terms as reliability, flexibility, environmental impact, maintenance ease and access, and operating costs can take on different meanings depending on whether you are an engineering contractor or an operating owner at a plant level. That is where the experience factor(s) come in. I have always found that it is more difficult for a process engineer at an engineering contractor’s office to have the same level of rapid, accelerated learning curve as a process engineer at an operating plant. I believe this is due to direct, hands-on exposure, and the direct level of accountability that is imposed on plant engineers as opposed to engineering contractors. Therefore, one has to bear in mind that it generally takes longer for a process engineer to “mature” while working for an engineering contractor. However, also consider that the expected engineering tradeoff exists: a plant engineer usually starts off at a lower salary than an engineer at a contractor’s office. This is generally true for other reasons: a contractor’s job is usually seasonal and not often steady while a production plant offers more job stability.
Money is not the issue here, experience is what is of prime worth to a young engineer because it sets him/her in a special, professional class. However, as would be expected, it comes at a price – and that price can be risk-taking. In other words, the risks you take in your career formation can be rewarding if done correctly. Sometimes taking a lower-paying, less stable job assignment can be very rewarding if it involves exposure to major engineering problems and decision-making, difficult tasks, difficult schedules, pioneering processes, foreign travel in under-developed areas, etc. Sometimes a thankless, almost impossible engineering assignment can be a blessing in disguise. This scenario is an example of my early engineering career and I profited greatly from it with friends, knowledge, experience, accountability, self-esteem, and accomplishments – while not making as much money as other engineers. Today, I have already recovered all the financial sacrifice I endured in my early years and I wouldn’t have it any other way.